Sounds familiar...sounds stale...but im still saying..."Ha its been a long time since i wrote smthin"... not tt ive been particularly busy or wadsoeva, juz din have the mood to write...its a good thing perhaps cos bloggin is a dangerous thing and no one noes it betta than me myself and i, right peeps?...the less i shit tok on this blog, the less shit i could possibly get myself into =D

Anyway, ive been back from europe for almost three weeks?...i thk? im livin in some kinda time zone where time seems infinite somehow, tts y i dun keep track of my days...tts bad, go on curse me and preach to me...im listening, right. For those who have already asked me bout my trip...ive told u...for those whom might not have the chance to ask me but interested to hear my crap, i will tell in short tt my trip was bad. the pix r in my facebook or frendster...so feel free to see cos i aint uploading in here, im lazy not busy...

i now realise how hard it is to forgive someone... esp someone dear... was as close as family...someone who gifs u tons of promises...yet when u realise tts juz a huge load of crap and bullshit... frendship tt had been brotherhood seems so fragile at this moment... no wrd can describe my disappointment...a disappointment tt evolved from disgust... enlighten me on the real u perhaps?...i do care, but im not sure how to care further...