Sounds familiar...sounds stale...but im still saying..."Ha its been a long time since i wrote smthin"... not tt ive been particularly busy or wadsoeva, juz din have the mood to write...its a good thing perhaps cos bloggin is a dangerous thing and no one noes it betta than me myself and i, right peeps?...the less i shit tok on this blog, the less shit i could possibly get myself into =D

Anyway, ive been back from europe for almost three weeks?...i thk? im livin in some kinda time zone where time seems infinite somehow, tts y i dun keep track of my days...tts bad, go on curse me and preach to me...im listening, right. For those who have already asked me bout my trip...ive told u...for those whom might not have the chance to ask me but interested to hear my crap, i will tell in short tt my trip was bad. the pix r in my facebook or frendster...so feel free to see cos i aint uploading in here, im lazy not busy...

i now realise how hard it is to forgive someone... esp someone dear... was as close as family...someone who gifs u tons of promises...yet when u realise tts juz a huge load of crap and bullshit... frendship tt had been brotherhood seems so fragile at this moment... no wrd can describe my disappointment...a disappointment tt evolved from disgust... enlighten me on the real u perhaps?...i do care, but im not sure how to care further...

HAHA!... okay i thk im corrupting Kuku ...so much so tt he derives pleasure from breakin the law...go look at his blog cos he is laughing at all the adrenaline pumping cheap thrills!! whoohooo!!! First we took a sneak ride in the buggie at the golf course and he got sooo high...and yesterday, ha i ran into the greens of the range to take balls cos i ran out of em....all these in the face of the marshals....lol...and tt idiot is enjoying every moment watching me break the law... Only Favian is the clean goody boy who sighs and shakes his head wheneva sw and i wanna do or say smthin real ba...and he will be tt irritating nanny who goes "u guys r fucked up, don't lah" ... I dun have the "steal the ball" video right now but will post it for u peeps to see once i have it ...and u can see how high sw gets from juz filming my escapade...mini escapade...haha

Anyway, im flying off to paris tml, and the cool thing is tt there's this big big strike tts been on for weeks. The whole city is on a standstill and i dun noe wad the hell im gonna do there, or how im gonna move around, cos there's no cab, no train, no stores. God bless me, i thk i will join the strike..sounds fun! Wheeeee!

My face is still preety much swollen from Monday's extraction. The only thing good tt came out of the pain and fuglyness is the 5 days MC, woohooo! Slacking and bumping around aint making me feel very useful to be honest, but i will choose rotting over wrking... =D

Anyway gonna fly off to Europe next week, so if u peeps wan anything from there, pls tell me asap.

Below are some pix at the Clinic...

Ha there isnt much to update actually cos my life is preety much the same old boring thing... been going for intensive golf lessons and practices, might be going batam or msia next week to play at the greens...progress has been good, learnt to use the 3-driver yesterday and woooh, hit past the 200 metre mark, and ha it was preety orgasmic...lol. On other days, im either looking at furnitures for my house which im gonna shift in next mth, or at kuku's house watching dvds... exciting life eh? haha

Juz realised how fast these two yrs have passed. My NS life gone in a blink and im gonna collect tt pink IC in err two mths time. After which, back to sch, and then thrown in the dog bite dog society to fight for the biggest piece of bone. Tts fast and preety intimidating i would say, no more shelter from mummy's skirt and no outstretch cash from dad. The two yrs in NS have been fruitful, and im juz plain lucky compared to many of my peers... Given an 8-5 job in an air-conditioned wrking env, a safra club juz 5 min away for me to wrk out when i need to, and fantastic colleagues to tickle my funny bone every now and then. More importantly, im given the chance to learn and practise counselling, during which, im exposed to the ugly side of the world we live in, so ugly and disturbing tt one rather not see or hear. To be given the chance to interact with people of all type, with a full spectrum of problems ranging from simple adjustment disorders to trauma from seeing one's dad chop up his mum wif a butcher knife...wad more can i ask for. Life has been great so far, learnt important lessons at every stage of my life, and im still learning....

I hope SMU gonna be great for me, and i look forward to everything tt lies ahead.

I cant express how lucky i am to have u guys around me all the time, and i mean ALL the time... thanks bros

I have no idea how i shud start my new blog.... i have tons of stuff tt i wanna write but im without the know how...where shud i start or how shud i type?..

Things had been preety rough during the past yr, gotten into big trouble at wrk during an unfortunate period of time...relationships had been preety fucked up cos i had issues putting away pple who left me wif scars...

Things in essence r much more optimistic now...i had gone to aussie few mths back...emotional and mental boulders had been left back in sydney and perth b4 i flew back...thx to Jiangshui and Celeste for the care tt they showered me when i was there and feelin down...its amazing how therapeutic those twelve days had been...shortly after coming home, i did my open waters diving course in tioman, and its fantastic... thkin of going phukit, langkawi or redang to do my advance course...see how it goes...ill be turning the big 20 in 1 plus week time...tts fast...and ill be flying off to europe in exactly a mths time....and then when im back, im gonna shift house..after which ORD... 2007 gone in a flash...2007 had been eventful and challenging at the same time...im havin golf coaching right now, hoping to get my handicap asap...and lastly its meeting u tt makes me smile now...

Its been a tough journey for me ... nv was a single route taken by me easy...but im glad ive came so far and im now where i am... ive matured ...and tt is all tt matters...